Random thoughts for my journal. Another tough night without MO. It has only been 4 days since PIV. I guess even PIV does not help with the urges. They come back. Talking with the woman I am now dating about sex does not help either. I think this adds stress to my reboot. I can only hope it helps being active with a woman and not MO-ing rewires me in the right direction. I should also add I am back taking my Cialis 5mg daily. I am not that confident without it while we are dating. If dating turns into a relationship then we will talk and test where I am. I think if I abstain I may be successful. Only time will tell. The Cialis is working very well as compared to before porn. Overall I still feel confident and good about myself.