Thanks for the support guys. It really helps to know that other men have had similar experiences and similar thoughts during this journey (ie, what I'm going through is "normal"). Last night I had the best night of sleep since starting my reboot. It did wonders for my mental outlook! I can think better today...The depression has lifted a bit. Ahhh, there is hope! I'm still in flatline. I feel totally asexual. Being in this state gives me little motivation to be social, though I know I need to get out and be with people. I do have dinner plans on Saturday with a small group of acquaintances. Sadly, I can't really call them friends because during the years spent PMOing, I neglected social activities and never formed close bonds with anyone. But, at least now I'm working on changing that. I wish I could snap my fingers and have the life I want right now....Friends, a healthy, caring relationship. But, reality is, it's gonna take a lot of work. I'm just gonna take one day at a time and hope that slowly, but surely, I'll get there.