Mornings are just so bad for me. So slow to get into a productive state of mind. Edit: Coffee did the trick. Got super productive. 5x gym now so far. Right this moment though I am feeling the comings and goings of an urge due to the fact that a toxic person in my life continues to interfere with how I live my life and I take that personally and let it affect me. I have to learn to not engage with it, and get better at disengaging, defusing with the thought of defensiveness before it transforms itself into my actions, because then it's too late, good luck stopping a moving train like that. Disengage. Defuse. Live your life how you see fit. Laugh off others perceptions in your mind, however be considerate and respectful to them on the outside. Because if you show that inner discredit and disrespect outwards, you're about to open a whole can of worms that will ruin your energy, waste your time and ultimately lead nowhere, fast.