Feeling pretty good today. Very busy weekend ahead with extended family coming in. I will not have time to binge by any means but I have actually hid in the bathroom for a quick release when we've had a house full of company. Sure hope I won't be tempted to do that again. I have suffered through some blue balls but my penis actually feels better right now. Still peeing a lot but our brothers in this group tell me that is temporary. I do seem to focus and think a little better. I am not good with names but ran into a buddy & his wife today at the bank and remembered his new wife's name. Small victory but I will take it. May be off of here a few days. Merry Christmas to all of you and thank you for your support. Stay strong.