Sorry for the lapse Occams, but you sure worked those ''positive muscles'' for 93 days and that deserves some serious congrats and respect (from a serial relapser like me) ! I think that can come in handy in the continuation of your journey onward. Congrats on feeding the good wolf with such consistency and wish you to find the right path going forward. I also had this problem of lapsing after a milestone as I've relapsed once or twice right after 30 days. I think it has to do with that counting days mentality but hey we're humans right ? I think an important thing is that you've shown yourself you can do this.