So a brief history, Ive had problems since i was 21, Im 37 now. I started trying to heal around 28yo. I did a few hard mode 3 month reboots, which then allowed me to have some decent sex. At one point a few years ago I did a full 6 months hard mode...I regained function for a month or two but then orgasmed too much. I got limper and limper and libido went away. So I tried another reboot. I was going for six months, but only made it to five before I got drunk and had sex with a neighbor. So now Im like well the streak is over, so lets see if Im healed. Ive now had sex twice, and each time sucks. Im not getting that effortless hardon that comes when youre fully healed (i know the feeling as after my other 6 month reboot. I had it for a bit. It was glorious). Im spacing my orgasms 5-7 days apart so as to not overload my body. I guess the point of my post is Im just frustrated Ive been dealing with this for so long. Nothing else in my life is going wrong except this and my lifes on hold, I cant move on to the next step till this is solved. At this point Ive been off of porn for so long. Not looking at it is a trial I went through a decade ago, its been firmly dealt with. Some good news is after orgasm, my dick isnt shrinking and becoming dead....like it did before when I was orgasming too much. I also dont feel the chaser effect after orgasm which as we know is a sign you arent healed. When Im fooling around, I get about 80% wood, not the 100% Im wanting. Why the fuck wont my dick just cooperate so we can both get what we want?