Where am I at now?

Discussion in 'Erectile Dysfunction / Delayed Ejaculation' started by Davede, Jul 19, 2018.

  1. Davede

    Davede New Member

    Hi everyone,
    Been viewing this forum since October 2017

    33yo gay male

    Pmo since age 11

    Severe pied even with porn

    Currently on day 95 no pmo or mo (made a bunch of small attempts before but this is the first time I finished the 90 days)

    Most of my 3 months were a constant flatline

    Had sex with viagra at day 30 and 62

    Woke up to morning wood maybe 15 times during reboot (didn’t get any previously)

    On day 92 tried to have sex without pills but my erection quality wasn’t so good, I was able to get hard from oral but lost it before I could put it in.

    Last night I panicked and I watched about 5-10 minutes of porn just to test and was able to get almost a full erection (before my reboot I couldn’t even get hard to porn and viagra only worked for sex sometimes) I didn’t cum.

    While I feel better that I’m able to achieve an erection I’m scared I have ruined my 3 months of progress

    I’m obviously doing much better than 3 months ago and my libido has pretty much returned but my question is how much progress have I ruined by watching porn last night?
     
    Last edited: Jul 19, 2018
  2. BuddhaPunkRobotMonk

    BuddhaPunkRobotMonk Administrator Staff Member

    You probably didn't ruin your 9 months of progress if you didn't reinforce the porn with an orgasm. Of course, it's something you should avoid in the future. Reversing PIED takes a lot of patience... trust the process and don't "test" yourself to see if your stuff is still working. Wish you the best!
     
  3. Davede

    Davede New Member

    Thanks for your reply, I do trust the system and I have read so many success stories here I want to continue. I’ve made so much progress I don’t want to loose it, this time last year I couldn’t even have sex with viagra so I feel like I’ve came a long way
     
  4. BuddhaPunkRobotMonk

    BuddhaPunkRobotMonk Administrator Staff Member

    That's a very good sign, remember that the next time you want to "test" yourself. Such tests don't really tell you anything anyways because PIED sufferers often can get hard to porn but not real people.
     

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