hi guys, I’m a 34yo single, and gay. Been watching porn since I was 12. Lost my virginity at 16. Never really had any problems until recently. Noticed I was having some problems getting hard about 2 years ago watching porn. I was single at the time and watching porn and jacking off twice a day, I ended up in a relationship in January 2018. Doctor gave me cialis which worked great for about 6 months but slowly stopped working. I didn’t know at the time it was from watching too much porn. I have been reading this forum for over a year. Last year I made several attempts to reboot but never made it more than a few days before giving in. January 11th of this year I started this reboot and so far I haven’t had one relapse and I’m 6 months in today I went 30 days no orgasm, then once per week with my partner using 25mg of viagra given to me by my doctor, which worked great again after I gave up the porn but I still had trouble orgasming from sex and sometimes I wouldn’t finish. By April my morning wood had returned although not always fully hard and I thought things were going good And We attempted sex without the viagra but I couldnt get an erection. My MW continues to improve and is sometimes so hard I can walk around with it so I know I don’t have any type of physical problem but I still can’t get hard for sex and I’m 6 months into this. Only once during this entire reboot did I actually get an erection on my own, I’m single again btw, I was in a bar and a guy that was hitting on me put his hand my leg and started making out with me, I had an uncontrollable erection at the bar but couldn’t get it up later for sex so I don’t even understand. I’m so much better than I was 6 months ago and I no longer have delayed ejaculation when I have sex and I wake up with wood a few times a week but I really want to be able to ditch the meds for good. Is this ever gonna end?