I have a life. I HAVE A LIFE!! That is the one thing that has really stuck out of this whole reboot is that you have to be vulnerable. As hard as it is, what makes life worthwhile is being open, not fearing judgement, by putting your true self out there and by doing that being guided to a place you fit in. It is VERY hard to do, and requires great diligence, but man I'm telling all you guys stuck around 12-40 days and can't break it, dam if if you can make it through it is such a joy to be alive and to have a rich social life. YOU CAN DO IT, LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL!!