@Mozenjo thanks for the words of confidence. I discovered a huge loop hole rule last night. There so many of us on here that there are huge differences in our faith perspectives. Last night as I tossed and turned I realized that my longstanding block in my relationship with God was because if I had or tried to have any kind of prayerful relationship with him He would get in the way of my PMO. I hit the deck and prayed and admitted to that. I am certain that that prayer is a huge part of the reason I woke up so positive this morning.