I didn't think it would come to this! I have to leave for work in a few minutes so I'll be brief. I'll write a proper starting journal entry later tonight. I am a porn addict. That has contributed to the destruction of my marriage, the poor performance of my business and the near total disconnectedness and isolation of my self from family and friends. I embraced dealing with the addiction nearly 6 weeks ago. Confessed it to my wife 3 weeks ago. I've read a tremendous amount of literature on the topic and committed to myself, "in secret", to the addition and to abstinence. In a couple of panics related to flatlining I relapsed. Between last night and this morning I have prayed and thought myself to a starker reality. I can not go it alone. Someone has to "know". And I need to keep strict score. So today ... right now ... I start a no FAP, no PMO existence. I commit to a daily entry here which will force a daily check of my counter. I'll tell my story tonight when I check in.