I'm currently on day 3 right now. I had one of the worst mental breakdowns in my life today. It got so bad I had to pull over on the highway. I felt the pain inside of me for being sucked into this stupid online world of porn. It hurt so much. But it spurred something within me. I also realized a fear of mine: that'll I never experience intimacy with a girl. 21 years old and I've never been on a date, much less kissed a girl. I blame this blasted addiction and myself for succumbing to it. There is still a part of me that wants those feelings, but I always felt inadequate, lacking confidence. I want this to go away. So badly.