Webcam addiction(I'm thinking)

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by charlieaddicted72, Nov 18, 2017.

  1. charlieaddicted72

    charlieaddicted72 New Member

    So I'm in a relationship of about three years now, I used to watch free porn and then I discovered a webcam site, decided to sign up and the rest is, well history as they say. I started in webcams about a year ago. It is messing with my life, finances and relationship. That I have not been trying like I used to before this webcam discovery. I've spent scholarship money solely on this site, and instantly regretted it instead of spending on me or my actual girlfriend or even paying off one credit card(which I also ran up on this damn site). I tell myself that I will stop, but then I go back to it. My gf wonders why I never have money anymore, as do my parents(I live at home), but I say that I buy dumb stuff or I go on gambling/casino sites trying to win more money. I get upset at myself, and I almost wanted to break up with my gf because maybe I would need a reset to my mind or figure out why I go to this horrible addiction. One of the girls that I frequent on the site, we got to know each other better, and we DM on twitter that we love each other, and that we can't wait to see each other, and the only way to do it, is that I pay for it, if you loved someone, would you need to pay to be alone with them? Usually not right? So if anyone has any advice for me, I would greatly appreciate that, and if anyone is in the same boat. I don't want to break up with my actual gf, can I break this awful, expensive, bank breaking habit?
     
  2. BuddhaPunkRobotMonk

    BuddhaPunkRobotMonk Administrator Staff Member

    Hey Charlie,

    Sorry to hear about your problems. This is having a significant negative effect on your life, and the best thing to do is to stop, completely. Cut all ties with the camgirl, delete your Twiter if you have to. Install a porn blocker. Maybe even come out to your gf about your addiction, and give her control of your money for the time being so that it won't be spent on cam sites. As you rack up those days of abstinence, you will find yourself become less and less interested in porn and cam sites, and more interested in your gf. She deserves you at your best. Wish you luck!
     
  3. charlieaddicted72

    charlieaddicted72 New Member

    She really does, I love her more than anything. I just wish I never got into this horrible cycle.
     
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  4. charlieaddicted72

    charlieaddicted72 New Member

    I deleted my account on the cam-site and I deleted my twitter, and I even had my friend change the password for the email that I was using so that I can't even get into it, so there's no way I can get into it. My mind is starting to become less clouded.
     
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  5. Catharsis

    Catharsis Member

    We aren't special.
    People are all very similar. We get the same diseases, we react predictably to the same things.
    These people are trying to use your brain's natural mechanisms to trick you into doing this.

    Fuck that.
    You're not a sucker.
     
  6. charlieaddicted72

    charlieaddicted72 New Member

    So what are you trying to say?
     
  7. Catharsis

    Catharsis Member

    I was trying to give some motivating self-talk.
    Sorry if that came off weird.
     
  8. charlieaddicted72

    charlieaddicted72 New Member

    No problem! I was just confused lol sorry. I keep having urges to go on the site, but I'm fighting it hard. I think of the camgirl that I "loved" alot but not nearly as much as I used to. I can't believe I was falling for a girl on a cam.
     

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