So I'm in a relationship of about three years now, I used to watch free porn and then I discovered a webcam site, decided to sign up and the rest is, well history as they say. I started in webcams about a year ago. It is messing with my life, finances and relationship. That I have not been trying like I used to before this webcam discovery. I've spent scholarship money solely on this site, and instantly regretted it instead of spending on me or my actual girlfriend or even paying off one credit card(which I also ran up on this damn site). I tell myself that I will stop, but then I go back to it. My gf wonders why I never have money anymore, as do my parents(I live at home), but I say that I buy dumb stuff or I go on gambling/casino sites trying to win more money. I get upset at myself, and I almost wanted to break up with my gf because maybe I would need a reset to my mind or figure out why I go to this horrible addiction. One of the girls that I frequent on the site, we got to know each other better, and we DM on twitter that we love each other, and that we can't wait to see each other, and the only way to do it, is that I pay for it, if you loved someone, would you need to pay to be alone with them? Usually not right? So if anyone has any advice for me, I would greatly appreciate that, and if anyone is in the same boat. I don't want to break up with my actual gf, can I break this awful, expensive, bank breaking habit?