Last PMO - July 6, 2020 From this point on, will not post last MOs. Only relapses to porn. The reason of relapse, as always, was usage of FetLife.
Fetlife account will be deleted in 7 days Your account has been deactivated and is scheduled to be deleted seven days from now. Need to think how to access events in the future but so far almost of all visits there ended up in masturbating to fantasy rather than going to events. EDIT: Also, I've decided to keep writing down MOs.
I skimmed through a lot of this thread, and I am vibing with your journey. I know what it's like to try-fail-try-fail-try-fail over and over, but you've been going on four years since your first post now, and you're still trying! That's simply incredible. I'm in awe of both your honesty to yourself and your perseverance. Don't ever give up, man. One day (possibly even today) you will "try again" for the last time. Stay strong. You can do this.