Was it a one-way trip to hell?

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  1. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    Last PMO - Jun 16, 2020
    Last MO - Jun 30, 2020

    2 weeks without porn
     
  2. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    MO - July 3, 2020
     
  3. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    Last PMO - July 6, 2020

    From this point on, will not post last MOs. Only relapses to porn.

    The reason of relapse, as always, was usage of FetLife.
     
    Last edited: Jul 6, 2020
  4. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    Fetlife account will be deleted in 7 days ;)

    Your account has been deactivated and is scheduled to be deleted seven days from now.

    Need to think how to access events in the future but so far almost of all visits there ended up in masturbating to fantasy rather than going to events.

    EDIT: Also, I've decided to keep writing down MOs.
     
    Last edited: Jul 8, 2020
  5. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    3 days without porn.

    Worked a bit on my tension with therapist and I'm feeling a-ma-zing!
     
  6. Battlesword1

    Battlesword1 Active Member

    Nice dude! let technology take care of you and delete itself!
     
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  7. niskanen91

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    relapse Jul 10, 2020
     
  8. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    last MO - Jul 15
     
  9. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    relapse Jul 17th
     
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    niskanen91 Active Member

    MO Jul 18th
     
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    MO Jul 19th
     
  12. baywalker

    baywalker Active Member

    It's all good mate, keep on keepin' on
     
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  13. niskanen91

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    MO Jul 22th
     
  14. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    MO - Jul 25th

    8 days without porn :)
     
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  15. niskanen91

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    relapsed Jul 25th
     
  16. baywalker

    baywalker Active Member

    Take a quick look. You don't have to watch all of it.

     
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  17. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    relapsed Jul 27th
     
  18. I skimmed through a lot of this thread, and I am vibing with your journey. I know what it's like to try-fail-try-fail-try-fail over and over, but you've been going on four years since your first post now, and you're still trying!

    That's simply incredible. I'm in awe of both your honesty to yourself and your perseverance. Don't ever give up, man. One day (possibly even today) you will "try again" for the last time.

    Stay strong. You can do this.
     
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  19. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    @TimeToActuallyTry

    Thanks for your warm words, they mean a lot to me!

    3 days without porn.
     
  20. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    relapsed.

    Last cig - Aug 11, 2018 (anniversary is coming),
    Last PMO - Jul 31, 2020
     
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