Was it a one-way trip to hell?

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  1. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    1x MO - Jun 06, 2020
     
  2. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    Fetlife leads to full relapse sadly.

    Browsing FetLife -> Browsing FL with images -> Porn

    Last PMO - Jun 06, 2020
     
  3. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    Another PMO - Jun 08, 2020
     
  4. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    PMO - Jun 10, 2020
     
  5. niskanen91

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  6. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    Getting ready for day 1.

    Feeling like complete sh*t and beta after few porn sessions. Luckily, I know the solution to end this feeling!
     
  7. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    Feeling beta/weak/anxious/emasculate after the binge to the porn.

    With that being said, I've set an artificial goal of 90 days to get a good result and hopefully stick with it after I reach this goal (last relapse was after 80 days.

    So 1/90 days are done so far.
     
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  8. Thelongwayhome27

    Thelongwayhome27 Well-Known Member

    Good luck. You can do it.
     
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  9. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    2 days survived.

    2/90
     
  10. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    last PMO - Jun 10
    last MO - Jun 14 (2x)
     
    Last edited: Jun 14, 2020
  11. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    lets do a challenge!
    who will win a winning streak!
    day0 starts!
     
  12. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    A winning streak of what? No fapping or no porn?
     
  13. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    It wasn't a relapse, it was a collapse.

    3 orgasms, 2.5h of watching porn.

    Last PMO - Jun 16, 2020

    Cravings happened during exercise. It used to happen in the past. Usually can happen within 2-3 weeks after the last use.
     
    Last edited: Jun 16, 2020
  14. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    day 2/90 done
     
  15. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    Last PMO - Jun 16, 2020
    Last MO - Jun 20, 2020
     
  16. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    No fapping and no porn.
    I screwed up
     
  17. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    @Lakaf

    Yeah me too, lots of relapses recently. 5 days without porn, though, gotta keep that streak.

    When it comes to fapping, I don't believe that MO is harmful, that's why my goal is to not use porn at all.
     
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  18. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    Last PMO - Jun 16, 2020
    Last MO - Jun 21, 2020
     
  19. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    Last PMO - Jun 16, 2020
    Last MO - Jun 25, 2020
     
  20. niskanen91

    niskanen91 Active Member

    11 days without porn :)
     
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