Was it a one-way trip to hell?

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  1. niskanen91

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    Respect for keeping this updated. Just wanted to say don't fucking give up.
     
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    @GamerKT

    Thanks for your support, appreciate it a lot.

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    It's been 3 years and 4 months since I've started this journey and while, as you all can see, I've had lots of relapses, I believe I'm partially cured. Why? Because masturbating to porn nowadays is "relapse" now and not normal "activity" that it used to be. As a result, in years 2016-2019 when the journal was being written (and also years 2014-2016 when I moved away from home, lived with other people and masturbating to porn wasn't always possible), the annual rate of PMO has fell drastically. Now, even when I'm not a super-long streak, I can feel slight arousal to real life women. Fight against PMO has helped but I've also fixed other areas on my life, which I believe is very helpful.

    With that being said, the plan now is to get to 90 days and visit prostitute. I've visited prostitutes years ago and of course failed to get proper erection but this time there's a chance that I may be cured.
     
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