Want to be Clever And Smarter Again!!(58 Days Streak Ended :(

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by weir, Sep 14, 2014.

  1. weir

    weir Member

    At the age of 12 and 13 I started to watch P. Now My age is 24, I am addicted to porn nearly 11 to 12 Years or say more than a decade...as you know after watching everyone masturbate ..I also done the same thing from last 12 years almost...My penis is now become thin, I have become fat, I left collage, I failed in exams. because anxiety caught me up of not studying anything and at the time of study I just watch porn of any genre category.

    I have become failure, I don't know will I ever become a MAN as I was 11 to 12 years ago..I am getting married next month, I don't know what to write because I have become lazy lazy lazy...but I will write more daily everyday I have committed to myself..need motivation and support!


    Latest Post Click here to read

    Hot Updates
    Completed 1 Month Without Porn and Masturbation
    Hot Update 6 October 2014, Day 25
    Completed My 3 Weeks
     
  2. weir

    weir Member

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    I actually cant belive myself 3 days and 8 hrs gone..and I didnt watch single P video or image and also No M at all..

    I hope after my marriage I can convince my girl for No Orgasm sex....
     
  3. weir

    weir Member

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    So freinds 4 days have gone...and still I am not feeling anything bad, also I don't want to back there, I want to be a MAN again, I want to remove that cuckold fantasy from my mind and I want to be real Man, Just days have gone from 365 days but I know I can pass all 365 days without any P and M.
    Thats it
     
  4. weir

    weir Member

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    Today I'm getting amazing feeling
    Thanks to Creator
    Wish what if I left it in my teenage sad: (
     
  5. baywalker

    baywalker Active Member

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    It's a good day to feel good man!

    You feel like a failure, but you are getting married soon?
     
  6. weir

    weir Member

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    Yes mate probably next month
     
  7. baywalker

    baywalker Active Member

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    Congrats man!
     
  8. weir

    weir Member

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    Thanks mate, Just saw your PM and that is amazing still reading just wake up.

    I just woke up from sleeping just 4 hours but reason I wake up because Today In the night I saw many nude dreams..Thank GOD night fall did not happen,
    All of the videos movies ecsatcy and music from P is coming to my mind right now, and my keyboard ready to type the url. but still I don't type any single url, instead of typing there, I am typing here, and after reading that much I don't want to go there, don't know why this is happening with me right now, why that stuff again coming to my mind, I did not think anything from last 4 to 5 days about p or doing M, but still images were coming to brain while sleeping,One of dream was scary where I was sitting with family watching P that's disgusting and horrible and even in one dream I saw touching some one which is not right, don't know what in the hell going on my brain,
    Want to feel strong and brave!!!!!!
     
  9. weir

    weir Member

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    So again naked dream today but I did not cum, I think there is no cum left in me for wet dream :(
    don't know why I am getting Naked porn like dreams although I left it 6 days ago, Can any one know?
    feeling good and healthy now, Hope I will continue to the last
     
  10. my.last.attempt

    my.last.attempt Dream the impossible dream!

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    Good to see you are making progress @weir, keep going !
     
  11. weir

    weir Member

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    Thanks mate,
    Here you go guys complete 1 week without watching porn to masturbate and of course no sex orgasm and also no wet dream too
     
  12. fightback20

    fightback20 New Member

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    Best of luck mate, keeping going, and congrats on the marriage!
     
  13. my.last.attempt

    my.last.attempt Dream the impossible dream!

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    Congrats @weir, I wish I have a week completed, remember it is just the beginning and there is a lot of progress and improvement to be done, keep improving !
     
  14. weir

    weir Member

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    Thanks Unwise for your kind words...
    You will surely have 10 days completed like me
    And thanks for your idea about awards...that award things keep me under control
    After 11 years of addiction 1st time ever in my life, I haven't watched porn and mastrybate
    Feeling absolutely amazing
    But I am in need of more support to achieve 365 days goal
     
  15. weir

    weir Member

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    That porn addiction is simply "high sexual desire". Reality: The heaviest porn users had less response to sexual images, thus less " sexual desire."

    The above sentence just represent my self I have used porn daily habit for about 11 years, I don't know anything about this addiction
    1st at the 12 or 13 I saw naked image that made me hard very hard but now my desires have gone way over the top, 1st from nude to softcore to hardcore to taboo to stories to incest to loser fucking cuckold
    Porn ruin all over my life
    I will try to control my emotion and will write exactly how porn change me from hero to zero
    And don't forget it's the day 11
     
  16. my.last.attempt

    my.last.attempt Dream the impossible dream!

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    I totally agree with that @weir, I regret having wasted so much of my vitality watching porn, fooling myself on the believing that it was harmless, that it was just for fun. The truth is that it kept me away from girls, because all my sexual desire was extinguished by porn. This regret can't change anything, so from now own the goal is to use the sexual desire in the right way to get closer to girls and stop living in a world of fantasies.

    I'm pretty much sure you can get to the 365 days, let's do it together, I'm pretty much sure it is gonna be hard but it is absolutely possible.
     
  17. weir

    weir Member

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    Thanks Unwise for your encouagment and motivational words..(i will add some more later)

    So here is finally guyz I have completed my recovery for about 2 Weeks which is totally 14 days...You cant Imagin how happy I am today....Oh my creator, Its been full of joy happines comes to me that I even couldnot get time to post here...So be ready guyz Full Lenght post in all details will come here after few hours..I will collect all memories and tell you exactly what was happened and after 2 weeks How I am feel...So please in few hours or after some sleep (IA) I will wakeup will write all of it.

    Stay tuned
     
  18. weir

    weir Member

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    I acutuallt It was 1st invented by Unwise http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/index.php?action=profile;u=12685
    and 1 st implemented by myself

    This helps us to motivate from one goal to another

    Sorry guys cant manage time to write..what i was said yesterday but beleive me I am doing good but unable to manage time, I need few hours to write in depth about what happened with me, my journey of 11 years of porn and sideeffects i got from porn..

    I will try to take few hours and write all
     
  19. weir

    weir Member

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    Day 18

    I think I have to stop watching Televison Completely
     
  20. weir

    weir Member

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    19 Days Completed.

    Today I felt that, I am talking gently with everyone, Now after many many many yaers my family talk with me very gently and I also feel that they understand me..

    Thats same me but something changing me Nontheless tomorrow is my Day 20 for me..Will update daily for what I feel new in my life
     

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