Keep it up trapped7. 35 days is really good, you should be getting into this flow where the weeks start flying by. How is your love life looking currently, any women in your life? Having some years of Vipassana meditation (the original technique thaught by the Buddha) experience, there is a subtle nuance to this statement. The human brain does have a subconscious tendency to experience suffering. That is, because it tends to react based on either desire or aversion. Both can lead to suffering (a desire that is not fulfilled or is taken away, or something averse happening to us). The idea of the meditation technique is to train to subconscious mind to observe the bodily sensations rather than react to them. You may want to look into it, I've done a 10-day retreat twice and it's really powerful stuff, although the course itself is pretty hardcore (10 hours of meditation daily).