Hi all, 36-year-old guy here. I'm determined, absolutely determined to stop using porn. I found out about this forum (as well as "Your Brain on Porn" etc.) a couple years ago and have benefited a lot from reading things posted by others. But I'm pretty sure that I need to talk about my own experience to take the next step toward health. This is really difficult, because on the one hand I'm a private person in general (not only about my sexuality) but also because the story feels so long and drawn-out -- I don't quite know how to begin. For now, thanks everyone for helping me to make this gesture, it means a lot to me.