Quick summary: 46 divorced, with new partner. Used porn since 12 years old, escalated, got out of hand in 2020, led to all sorts of issues and eventually divorce. I'm trying not to repeat the same mistakes but porn is killing me slowly. I don't really have any ED issues its more about control. I have a GF and find myself planning my PMO session around whether I am going to see her not. Guessing if we are going to be intimate or not and deciding whether to PMO or not. Its insane, I have a good sex life with my GF but when I'm on my own I'm just drawn to it. 20 minutes here, and hour there etc. Does anyone else's life seem to revolve around their porn use?
Hi LongTimeAddictDave, Yes all of us have the same problem, whether we have partners or not. We have not only PMOd, we have edged for hours, and for many here that has destroyed their marriage or partnership. You have come to the right place. It will give you great support.
Welcome to the forum! Yes, we all relate to your experience of planning your days around porn use, looking for opportunities, squeezing in a few minutes here, a couple of hours there. It’s exhausting. Best of luck with your recovery journey.
