Quick summary: 46 divorced, with new partner. Used porn since 12 years old, escalated, got out of hand in 2020, led to all sorts of issues and eventually divorce. I'm trying not to repeat the same mistakes but porn is killing me slowly. I don't really have any ED issues its more about control. I have a GF and find myself planning my PMO session around whether I am going to see her not. Guessing if we are going to be intimate or not and deciding whether to PMO or not. Its insane, I have a good sex life with my GF but when I'm on my own I'm just drawn to it. 20 minutes here, and hour there etc. Does anyone else's life seem to revolve around their porn use?