Hi, Short version: I have been in hard mode for 58 days so far and today, while I was getting a HJ from a girl my dick wouldn't get hard. It stayed limp and non responsive but I could finally ejaculate. The very same day I tried looking up porn and got instant rock on! fuck me? This is reverse progress. Read on. History: I had gone on hard mode for ~71 days (ending on Feb 13 2018). Note: When I went hardmode for ~71 days, I experience crazy withdrawal symptoms. I ended up crying to sleep - but this time around withdrawals were not too hard and I was happy and more motivated than ever. I have been going to gym regularly and dieting (losing fat), working hard, learning piano. My motivation has been pretty strong - I have experienced many of the no fap benefits but one thing that is missing is that during the first reboot - there was a point where my erections came roaring back and it was solid hard ( around day 65). I hadn't experienced this kind of hardness in my fking life. Then it went away as well (I had a testicular strain due to intense excercises) which gave me ball pains and to relieve that pain I fapped and relaped (at day 71). Yeah, back at the time I thought the pain was due to hardmode. After I went to a doctor a couple of weeks later I got to know what it really was (due to excercise). Since then I had relapsed (say 3x every 3 days) but I spaced out better and better (going to 14 days) till April. In April I was able to orgasm to handjobs easily. In may I attempted sex ( ~6 times) and came twice (first two times). The remaining 4 trials I couldn't because I was probably exhausted (sexually). I tried having sex again after 2 weeks - this time I could get hard but I could not cum anytime. And then I lost interest in all sexual activity..(because I couldnt cum or get really hard). After all this I decided to go on my current streak but when I tried to test the waters - it seems I lost all the progress I had made . This time even my own hand couldn't get my dick excited today. What's up? Am I doing something wrong here? Did my libido just say fk it and go hibernating? Regardless I'll be resuming hardmode but I would love some perspective as to why it looks like my progress got eroded? Will I need to keep practicing having more sex to build up those neural circuits?