I had an argument with my girlfriend yesterday. Basically, I find that I can't let go. She told me she needed more space for herself, more alone time and I flipped. It's very understandable that someone needs to spend time on their own. Somehow I took it like the first step of a breakup and I just flipped. I put a huge weight on her shoulder yesterday. I started crying, I did not act like an adult. She flipped too, she thought she had broke my trust somehow by saying that. She thought she broke something. We basically spent 3 hours like that. Crying and anxious. I literally had a mental break down. I feel I have put a huge hit in our relationship by acting like a children. I fear she will drop my sorry ass. We've been together 10 months and it's the first time I feel the relationship is potentially at stake, that she has lost interest in me. This is frightening. This anxiety shit is ruining me. When something hits my ego, I can't let go. The fact that she said that was literally the first step of a break up to me. I can't stop myself from thinking otherwise. I feel dreadful, I'm not myself anymore. Yet I know that feeling like this won't help. It does not help our relationship. It just put further weight on it. Today I'll do some homeworks, I'll try. I hate the program I'm in. I have zero interest. I hate computers I can't give two cents worth of interest. I told her that I did not like my program. I've been completly honest with all my fears, I put the biggest weight on the relationship. I feel like an inconsolable children.