Thanks for your comments and support folks. You’ve inspired me to stick around and to keep working on behaviour change/personal development. During my absence from the site, I had a pretty chaotic 5 or 6 weeks. I pretty much checked out from reality, I even stopped following current affairs and for weeks on end I masked my emotions with porn. I’m still trying to mentally unpack what occurred to lead me down such a self destructive path. Despite the negative tone of my recent posts, it hasn’t all been doom and gloom. In-between all the chaos I somehow managed to land a job with my dream employer. So in some ways this feels like a fresh start. I recently de-cluttered my surroundings, in particular my home office space. Now I need to do a similar thing with my mind - to get back to a stable place, to re-set boundaries and stay away from the hell of PMO.