It's been a mixed few days. Not perfect in terms of recovery but overall a positive shift in the right direction. Thanks, I'm still working on ingraining these values and I do feel as if they're starting to give me a sense of identity and a foundation for decision making. Even if I slip up (which I inevitably will at some point) it won't feel as if I am back to square one. I am trying to focus on managing my life (rather than managing my addiction). There's a lot more to be done and while I feel a little anxious I'm also excited about the future.