Been on YBR for a long time following lots of people,I'm interested and inspired reading their journey through this addiction and also through life.But I've never done well myself,I envy those guys who go past 30 plus days,my best is 38 and 32 days back in 2015,this year my best is 18 and 14 days. I've got to change improve my fight against this addiction to save the rest of my life(it's that serious)if I don't my life will be lonely and loveless like it is now and at 43 time is running out. I've been off work the last two weeks(16 days including weekends)and even though I went out every day to museums,walking tours,sports events and hiking all by myself I relapsed on 11 of those 16 days,the only plus is most of the relapses were short like 1/2 hour to 1 hour,its feels like I'm regressing rather than progressing and a being aware of this addiction for 5 years this is bad. The trouble I think I have is that after 4/5 days my motivation to quit seems to go,another reason I keep relapsing a lot is through boredom I think that I need to allow myself to be bored or contempt at doing nothing instead of sitting in front of the computer surfing the net which in the end will always lead to porn. I'm back at work tomorrow so hopefully I can get a streak going which will lead to progress in other areas of my life. I've never done a blog/diary before but I though I would try it to see if it will help me overcome this addiction.