Time is fleeting, life is passing, and I'm stuck and stranded on a lonely Island

Incels in this world are guys who don't get pussy and their entire self esteem or some guys value in this world entirely depends on how many females they can get and shit. It just really shows me that I've got too much pussy n women in my life that I hate them now hahahaha m I'm right the opposite of the world. I stay strong if women stay away from me hahahahaha..

 

Day 448

I just realised that I cant even fucking relapse once more in my life. My life has to filled with army style, discipline. No news. Today I watched the news to see the hot news presenter.

I gotta fucking stay strong, steely and not give into any fucking women.

It's war. Always war to stay alive on this earth.

 

You told you take fluoxetine 20 doesn't it cause indigestion and insomnia for you?

Are you still on it?

 

Yes I'm on fluoxetine 20. No it doesn't cause indigestion for me anhmore
It used to cause indigestion for me before like for 1 month when I started taking it.

 

Doesn't cause insomnia

 

Day 450 for me.

I have come to realise that the Lord Jesus Christ made this life for me to live a clean, sin-free life. He bought me into this world and Earth to never release and keep a religious life and believe in his word to carry me through my life. This is because whenevr I O, i become completely mentally disabled and my body functions get so slow. Whenever I used to go out and have casual sex, it led to depression for me and panic attacks and legit i was on suicide mode for 4 months on end.

The Lord Jesus Christ brought me into this world to fight and live amongst this evil and adulterous generation to give a testimony that if I can withstand this evil and sins only due to the Holy Ghost. All women in this world are succubi which I see as my enemy. Just as Delilah and Samson in the bible. All women are my enemy and something i will never give into until my dying day.

To survive I need to never O, maintain this army style discipline and I stay the happiest man alive on this earth,

 

Have you even thought about who shall take care of you in your old age?

 

The lord jesus christ. He will provide me everything that I need in life.

 

With all due to respect has Jesus Christ peace be upon him asked men to be celibate?

 

I don't know if he asked all men to be celibate. All I know in my life I have to stay celibate all my life. To keep clean 100%.

 

I gotta remember that women are biggest number 1 enemy.in real life and on the internet. I have that much retention of semen that it makes my testosterone levels sky-rocket and all that pheromone bullshit makes me alpha as fuck and attractive to women... I gotta to the strongest will and ensure I never stare at women when I go outside. These days due to corona virus I gotta keep the enemy ready to attack.

Like that time in supermarket I nearly got into a fight when women walked n brushed past me.. I was gonna call the police. Don't give a fuck... But this time it's all out war.. Ain't gonna give into any women who thinks they are entitled princesses in this western world.

 

Day 459.
I just wish I never give into any O. Never I want to get seduced by anything my entire life. Never to O and never give into the mainstream media.

Always surrender to the lord and no one else

 

Day 466

Even though you have the biggest adult filters and ways to block everything. You just have to see 1 thing and you slip. The p will always stay there and temptations remain. You gotta remain disciplined n things..

 

Day 476

Need to keep remembering why I am on this journey. Need to remain strong. O is my source of strength. It is what gives me the strength.

It's funny how whenever I post and say that I'm on no O.. People get so surprised and think there's something wrong with me.

But when I'm stuck outside in front of people and people can't even stand in front of me cause my aura and presence is so strong, that's when I remember and smile to myself internally and pat myself on the back and say thanks to no O and the lord jesus christ.

 

Day 11

Still in 2021, amongst this COVID-19 and things, need to remember what this website has contributed for me. What semen retention and no PMO has made for me. IT is what i AM TODAY. and into 2022, I will not release and fall. I will try my hardest to HOLD ON.

PRay to the lord god jesus christ.

 

hey man I remember you from way back in the day. Happy to see your still at it. Nice work and good luck!

 

Yo I remember you too bro. Damn 450 days and then relapse? Can you elaborate on what happened? No judgement. I can't even seem to get past a week.

 

who me? Nah man I was just inactive on this forum. I went to nofap.com instead.

 

Sorry bro I meant auzzie