Background I have hit rock bottom. I am 21 years old and I have been addicted for as long as I can remember. I have tried numerous times in the past to quit, but I always fall back into old habits. The longest I have been able to go is about a month, and then back into it again. I have tried everything to help, tracking apps, blocking apps, deleting apps that trigger it but I always find a way around them and back to porn. I seriously need to stop, I know it is ruining my life. How can I expect to be a man of God when I am addicted to porn? How can I expect to be a husband and a father when I want to go and watch porn? How can I expect to even find someone to get to that point when all I can think about is porn? This time, this time is for good, this time is going to be permanent, this time is going to be where I win. Today Today, August 28, today is the day that I decided for myself that I am finished with porn and masturbation. I cannot keep doing this for the rest of my life, I just can't. They say nothing changes if you change nothing, so this is my change, I am here and I am putting it all out on the internet for the world to see. Porn has truly screwed up my life, my "desires" have been warped to really bad stuff and I am done with it all. God made sexual desire, He made it holy, porn perverts that, porn kills love. If anyone that happens to read this has advice, send it. If anyone that happens to read this would like to help hold me accountable, I would gladly accept the help and support. Without people holding us accountable we fail. God made humans to be social, and without our tribes, we fail.