The title of my journal is a recurring message that I do not wish to lose sight of. It is part of a longer quote from the book of Isaiah in the Hebrew Scriptures. But I have come to appreciate it by two different means, the first at a time when I was in deep remission from our common struggle. Much later again when I was looking for hope when all I could see was trigger women it helped me to soar. For me this journey started in 2004, when it seemed inevitable that I would seek out an affair whether that was proactive or passive seeking. As my chosen mode of operation was the computer I found some restoration resources online. Finding resources does not solve a problem. So I looked for more resources and became involved with one of the 12 step S-fellowships this set me on the road and enabled me to de-escalate once again. Strangely enough my wife resented me spending time hanging out with those sorts of people, people just like you and me are. What do you know I did not enjoy the travelling to meetings so she was my excuse to stop that. Ever since I have been starving myself of our drug and bingeing out on it periodically. I was active on another forum but my ISP provided blocking service has black-listed that website and still permits me to access a blogging website that someone on that forum advised another user to avoid, that blogging website is now my sole source of material. I wish to place on record that my reset date is 1st November 2013. This time I have not quit on a full stomach the drug still holds an allure. Does anyone else notice that their need comes and goes every 30 days or so? I have come here to share my story, my hope and my strength with you to lift you up and that in receiving your story, your hope and your strength I too may be lifted up.