13 days in now. Went to dinner with a nice lady tonight, it was an early dinner and so a relatively early finish. I realised it was too early to go back home, I knew if I went home early I'd have too much time with my computer and a very good chance of succumbing to xhamster. So instead of driving straight home, I took a detour to a hub not far away, and just walked around, looking at lights and people milling around. Finally got a bit tired of the aimless wandering and went into a bar, had a couple of beers and played a poker machine until it was late enough to go home. Now I'm back home and I feeling I'll be ok.