The road to eliminating PIED from my life (24 Yrs) - full Aphantasia

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  1. MarkPied3

    MarkPied3 New Member

    24 Yrs/ on-diet (no sugar snacks) - blood-test normal for Testosterone (with full-Aphantasia).

    Been addicted to compliation porn (and creamy videos) in past couple of years, been with porn since I was about 14 Yrs old, mostly every-night for about 1-2 hours (with occasional week gaps), with 3-4 hours session every few months in a day, I would watch these.

    Been MO and PMO free since 22nd June 2021.

    Active in learning from subreddits, such as /r/pornfree & /r/nofap for past week, and will continue.

    An avid Anime watcher, now I trying to avoid "Ecchi" until I have this under control, I did only really watch for the plot but it's too tempting once in.

    There are days where I would read Manga, (sometimes specifically Romance and Ecchi), nowadays I read Romance/ Fighting with no Ecchi elements and will continue to do this.

    I live close to a nice masseuse nearby, who offers "extras", which I have had about four of these, sometimes different women's (I have had 3 BJs within past 22 days).

    I lost my V-card about four weeks back, before I began this journey. However, it was a semi-hard erection, enough for penetration but didn't feel anything from it.

    I barely feel horney (mostly don't) when I'm having these "extras".

    Let's all beat this addiction and becomes our best-selves.


    Will try to update at least once a week, to start mostly everyday
    - encouragement, tips and questions welcomed
     
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  2. MarkPied3

    MarkPied3 New Member

    Day 19
    - A couple of erections (short) before I went to bed

    Day 20

    - Failed erection with masseuse (one hour session, came only once with BJ)
    - Flatline all day

    Day 21
    - Flatline all day

    Day 22

    - No horniness
    - Woke up with a 80% erection for a couple of minutes
    - After 9 AM - complete flatline
    - After 1 PM - noticed 40% erected (only doing work tasks), went down soon after
    - Flaccid all day afterwards

    - Balls do feel tight
    - nonexistent libido
     
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  3. MarkPied3

    MarkPied3 New Member

    Day 23
    - Woke up with semi-erection
    - flatline afterwards
    - no horniness
    - no withdrawals from PMO
    - still on Manga (And Yet, You Are So Sweet)

    - Balls bit heavy feels
     
  4. MarkPied3

    MarkPied3 New Member

    Day 24
    - Still woke up with solid-erection
    - no erections outside
    - no horniness

    - tempted to masturbate, didn't do it
    - little withdrawals from porn in the day
    - not seeing any positives yet since start of no PMO
     
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    MarkPied3 New Member

    Day 25
    - woke up with a solid-erection
    - no erections in the day
    - no withdrawals
    - no horiness

    Day 26
    - morning wood continues
    - no further erections in the day
    - had an urge to MO, kept mind pre-occupied - didn’t do it
    - felt bit of horiness

    I don’t know if I am actually in “flatline”, as morning wood continues
    - still no positives seen yet

    Day 27
    - morning wood continues
    - a horny thought came across my mind, I went semi-erect while on toilet
    - no withdrawals

    - will start read “Your Brain on Porn” book - and post some thoughts here within next months

    Thoughts

    Soo close to 1 month, I will research deeply into what to do once I hit 3 months. I do not want to stop MO, but I can stop porn forever - would I see little to no improvements if I continued to MO without porn after 3 months
     
  6. MarkPied3

    MarkPied3 New Member

    Day 25
    - woke up with a solid-erection
    - no erections in the day
    - no withdrawals
    - no horiness

    Day 26
    - morning wood continues
    - no further erections in the day
    - had an urge to MO, kept mind pre-occupied - didn’t do it
    - felt bit of horiness

    I don’t know if I am actually in “flatline”, as morning wood continues
    - still no positives seen yet

    Day 27
    - morning wood continues
    - a horny thought came across my mind, I went semi-erect while on toilet
    - no withdrawals

    - will start read “Your Brain on Porn” book - and post some thoughts here within next months

    Thoughts

    Soo close to 1 month, I will research deeply into what to do once I hit 3 months. I do not want to stop MO, but I can stop porn forever - would I see little to no improvements if I continued to MO without porn after 3 months
     

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