The Road Goes Ever On

Discussion in 'Ages 25-29' started by Eternity, Feb 25, 2012.

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  1. shitcompton

    shitcompton New Member

    Re: World Changed Forever

    Hey man. You have pretty good discipline and long stretches before so I think you'll do well once you get in the rhythm and post often like others said. :)

    I think it helps to be reminded of the most important reasons why we're quitting. When those are really taken to heart, the techniques matter less...at least for me, when I worried too much about techniques and methods I relapsed easier...they have limitations, or your brain will trick you to think that. These days, I won't PMO no matter how shitty I feel. This is the only way I can get back my sexuality and have a chance of interacting with girls normally. So far so good.
     
  2. Eternity

    Eternity Patience

    Re: World Changed Forever

    Thanks guys. Unfortunately boredom got to me again... this is my greatest enemy. I don't know what to do when I've done everything I can think of during a day. Maybe playing some games isn't as bad as I think. It has to be better than PMO, at least.

    True, I like that one. It was actually one of the first King Diamond songs I heard. Saw him live earlier this summer and it was fantastic. :)
     
  3. Gil79

    Gil79 Seize the day

    Re: World Changed Forever

    Hey man, have you checked out the recovery nation workshop? For myself I'm 100% sure that this is my guide to an addiction free life. Might be worth the try.

    Anyway, good that you posted. Keep your nose in the right direction!
     
  4. Eternity

    Eternity Patience

    Re: World Changed Forever

    I checked it out back when I was 40+ days clean, and thought that I didn't need it. I'm going to give it one more go without it, and if that fails, I will check it out.
     
  5. shitcompton

    shitcompton New Member

    Re: World Changed Forever

    Sounds good man. Good luck. Know you can get to 40+ days again :p
     
  6. Eternity

    Eternity Patience

    Re: World Changed Forever

    Thanks! I hope I can. The last few days have been easy as I've been away. I've had urges though, and the real challenge will be to endure them at home.

    I'm gonna need this journal moved to the 30-39 section but I'm not sure how. If any mod is reading this, feel free to do so.
     
  7. shitcompton

    shitcompton New Member

    Re: World Changed Forever

    I'm gonna miss you in 25-29. I never check the other age groups. lol

    That changes now. Good luck!
     
  8. Eternity

    Eternity Patience

    Oh dear. It happened again. The same that happened exactly a year ago. Short version - relapse due to work frustration, then I distanced myself from here.

    I'm back for revenge because I've started to care about my life again. I need to stop the unhealthy stuff with which I'm killing my body and mind.

    My personal quest for Mt. Doom begins NOW. Time to be rid of it.

    This journal still needs to be moved to the 30 year old subsection, btw. :)
     
  9. Gil79

    Gil79 Seize the day

    Good you came back! Already thought that you started a new journal in the 30s section.

    Good luck again man!
     
  10. Eternity

    Eternity Patience

    Thanks! I'm going to lock this journal and start another over there, but I definitely won't delete this one.

    New journal: http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/index.php?topic=13968.0
     
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