@Eternity please don't think like that. That way I f negative thinking is why everyone stays away. You have to believe in yourself and let go. This mindset is the most difficult to reach, but once you get there, it's so liberating. Friends? If they come, they come otherwise don't wait for them. Hang in there, man and above all, avoid relapse. It might feel good, but believe me it just makes things worse on the long run.