So, what brought on this relapse was likely that local newspapers love to show pictures of graduating students. For some reason, however, they only show females. And, being sites that should be safe, I justified looking more than I should have. Triggers simply are everywhere these days... I have to avoid these sites for a while, or maybe even for good. Most seem to manipulate and only write what people want to see. Well, I may have a get-out-of-jail-free card: I'm not at home this weekend. I've never been comfortable to MO when away, so that may be the break I need.