That's great to hear. I'm sure that as long as I avoid PMO, it will get better. I simply haven't had any success with that since that first year; like you I kept looking for new ways. Taking novelty to another level. For the first time in years I'm starting to see that there is something worth fighting for. I've suffered a minor headache yesterday and today. I can only blame myself for not staying off the sugar. It seems to have passed now, but I'm very tired. That's also because I have had to make a very important decision recently; I've slept unwell due to being anxious. I think the worst is behind me now, and that I should be able to sleep a little better. Music is starting to sound interesting again. Especially 90s black metal sounds fresh.