Hey, my name is TheTimeIsNight! I'm 22 right now (almost 23) and I pretty much have ED, I generally fap anything from 3 - 5 times a day (usually watching porn), sometimes more if I've got a lot going on with uni (procrastination). I'll give a little back story; I started masturbating when I was around 7 or 8 (not quite sure what age...long before I could ejaculate anyway!), and I started watching porn when I was around 13. Since then, my porn use has gradually gone from pretty mild, to quite hardcore! To a point where normal sex seems dull and uninteresting, and generally the only way I can become erect, or reach orgasm, is by fantasising about porn. A few times I've tried to "recreate" these porn scenes in real life; they were horrible! Uncomfortable, degrading, painful etc. They never turn out to be the "fantasy" you think they're going to be! However, oddly enough, even though I dont enjoy that at the time, I'll fantasise about it later on! Also, this might be relevant; I'm gay. And when I was a teenager, I went through a pretty hard time discovering, and admitting that to myself. Whilst "normal" kids were off exploring their sexuality in real life, I was exploring myself to a computer screen, leaving a pretty reprehensible "history" (Sorry, mum!). So, here are the main reasons I want to stop fapping, and stop watching porn; Attempt to "reboot" my brain and possible cure my ED! Increase confidence! (I really feel that my 'bedroom issues' vastly decrease my confidence with guys) Because porn gives you unrealistic expectations of what people are like in bed. Also, what their body looks like etc. Porn can be a pretty cruel industry towards women and I don't want to support it. I already stopped for one week, but then ruined it by fapping! So this time I'm going to go all the way...I don't particularly want to focus too much on a specific amount of days, but I guess I'd roughly like to make 120. However, ideally I'll feel like stopping fapping forever. Anyway, please say "hello"! Ask questions! let me know if I've missed out any necessary information! The last time I fapped was last night, so this is me approaching the end of day one!