Day 11 Ok so i am keeping up the testosterone boost and the results are mixed. I am feeling a surge of energy but there are some side effects that come with having the testosterone of an 18 year old kid again. This comes in the form of acne. Ha Ha I had a zit on my face throughout the week that I could have put a leash on it and given it a name due to its size. I am also noticing some acne forming around my nose which I haven't had since high school. Whatever doubts I had about this being "in my head" about increasing t-levels are laid to rest when I look in the mirror and see the face of a kid again. No biggie as I just use acne treatment and facial wash and everything is back to normal. Just be prepared guys as this can get a little nasty. Yesterday was nonstop laughing and having fun while I was working at Pizza Hut of all places. I am turning into a new person and can see the effects already. I live in the moment and don't worry about the future and I enjoy everything that comes my way. I am becoming an addict to success at this point. It is definetely overpowering the porn cravings which don't even really come up anymore. I can't let my guard down because two weeks was my breaking point in the past. After two weeks I wanted to believe everything was fine and I would slip up but not this time. I am going in for the kill. The big let down the past couple of days is that SOB flatline has come back and he hit me with his best stuff. I wake up in the morning with a wet noodle dick and want to cry. Just when I think I am going to have mornings with a raging pit bull growling at me I have a dead worm. Gotta love it! I don't let it get me down because I know that this part of the healing process. THe weird part is that I am not numb to the world. I was at work and the hottest ladies were coming in with their mammaries hanging out due to the heat wave coming through. There was this one lady who I wanted to drop down on a knee and ask her to marry me and then make babies on the make table right then and there. My brain knew it wanted her but my poor pee pee couldn't stand at position of attention to save its life. This is where the process stands at the moment: I recognize beauty but can't physically act on it. I am just biding my time because I am going to kick flat line right in her bitch face and then its game on!!! Wha ha ha ha! Anyway guys I am going to get my study on and see if I can't get a little smarter and maybe one day get a little richer. Take care guys and don't let anything get you down. The real tragedy of porn is not that you damage yourself. The real tragedy is that you deprive the world of your greatness!