Well, I'm 18 and I'm not fully addicted, though I do feel like I'm in denial as I never find myself masturbating without porn. I could use the prostate method to help drain my sexual desires, but I feel like that is only a temporal solution to the problem. So, I want to get better truthfully. I also have a girlfriend of 18 months now and the sex is great, but I feel myself always trying to replicate that feeling I get after I have sex with her by masturbating. I often end up desensitized when we have sex and it's weird because I can peak by vaginal or anal intercourse, but when she touches me with her hands or mouth I find it to be rather irritating. She thinks it's her fault but it isn't, it's mine; however, you guys know how women are. I've tried all of this before, deleting all traces of porn off of my computer, all bookmarks, all youtube favorites, etc. Then I come back with a new list of sites and more pictures. I have a weird fetish, if you will, I don't like talking about it but I feel it is necessary here. I get turned on by train horns. Not trains themselves. I often watch videos on youtube of trains approaching a crossing, and I find a female picture, whether it be off of Facebook, a Porn site, or my girlfriend. I don't look at my girlfriend's pictures too much, though she is very attractive and gets the job done the best, I still crawl back to the porn or other women pictures. Maybe it could be my way of satisfaction of fantasy. Of seeing another women's parts other than my girlfriend's. Yet, even when I was single a couple times during, I still did the same thing. So, I feel like I am addicted to porn, but not very deep if that makes any sense. Back to the point, I masturbate with the train-picture method, or I watch porn. Mostly lesbian porn and for some reason lesbians kissing or what not does the job just as well as the real deal (going all of the way in porn universe), the full 30 minute video. I've also tried to delete all of my train videos but the same deal happens. I end up finding more, or just going back to the ones I deleted. Same with all of the porn/pictures. It's quite interesting because yes I see the girls on Facebook in real life, and I look, but it's nothing to make me want to sexually advance to them. I lose that type of hardcore sexual urge in real life, for the most part. When I first learned about this rebooting site, I started rebooting. But not truly, I would like to say that there was one time that I truly went 3 weeks without any type of touching, but I think I'd be lying. As I mentioned earlier, I used the prostate draining method to lower my sex drive whilst watching porn. Maybe if I did that trick normally, without porn (I'll just categorize the train/pic thing in porn) it would be healthy, but I do not do that. Anyway, I kept to the draining for every other day to 3 days. I would barely touch my penis as I rubbed the prostate, in my mind that was considered "okay" to do without breaking my reboot. But eventually temptation came in and I went the whole 9 yards one day. Ironically, the same day when I would've saw my girlfriend later on and had sexual contact. *face palm*. As you can tell, even then I didn't delete all of my porn. And the time I did delete it all, I only lasted about one to a couple days and having been chronically masturbating ever since. Sometimes 3-4 times a day. It's bugging me and I would like advice. Would deleting all of my porn actually help or not? I feel like it wouldn't if I know all of the sources in which I can find them. And should I stop masturbation completely until my sensitivity returns and then try masturbation without porn/sex with my girlfriend? I'm an open book guys, let me know what you think?