Re: The third stage of evolution -- End of games Relapsed yesterday.. Again i was more focused on the appearences of the girls i saw, rather than the context or their words. But it is a failure, and i should report it. There are two excuses: first i saw T on skype. It was strange, after we left and both have suffered a lot. But talking to her felt very good, and we're keeping in touch. At the very least i wanna keep her friendship. But after that i felt wired, don't know how, but maybe i let her go in my mind, i realized she actually isn't here and that as a couple it's over. Perhaps. The second event that enhanced the need for porn: i had my last exam yesterday, i nailed it, i smoked weed to celebrate. I was relieved to have finished for now, and that i am officially on vacation! So i relapsed, no big deal. But from today it's going to be strict like iron discipline, wake up relatively early, training for the summer climbs, work on my thesis a bit. Still going for PM free summer, now that there are no perfect destabilizing storms coming, it's all easier.