The new me

Discussion in 'Ages 25-29' started by Gondapa, Mar 25, 2013.

  1. Gondapa

    Gondapa Member

    If anything your reply amused me. Pretty unhealthy behaviour. Hehe

    I can't keep away from both MO and PMO at the same time. It's just not happening dude

    Girl - I keep seeing her at work and although I dont speak to her, my heart skips a beat when I see her walking by. God knows why.

    I feel emotional and sad but at the same time don't feel anything for anyone. As I've said above I've lost the will to live for a long time now and lost interest in pretty much anything. I am sad 90% of the time and see living as a burden.
     
  2. Paddy

    Paddy New Member

    If you have to MO don't use porn or porn fantasy. You said that you can MO while thinking about real girls. Out of those three alternatives that is probably the best one.

    Have you tried seeking professional help for your problem?
     
  3. Gondapa

    Gondapa Member


    Sometimes when MO the porn fantasy creeps into my mind and I cannot go back to real girls.
    I have not tried professional help for my addiction - too embarrassed to admit this to someone face to face and it costs a lot of money - the recovery is carried over a period of weeks and it costs a lot of money.
     
  4. Paddy

    Paddy New Member

    I was too embarassed to seek help earlier as well. I saw my escalation into weird porn as my main problem and I was ashamed of that until I discovered yourbrainonporn and discovered why. I regret that I didn't seek help earlier. This is our lives. Should we let it slip us by just because we're embarassed? If you have a job money shouldn't be that much of a problem.
     
  5. shitcompton

    shitcompton New Member

    My friend, I agree that you should seek professional help for depression and P addiction. I started that a month ago (mainly for depression/job burnout, but we talked about P addiction too, all of this is related) and it's helping. You're stuck in cycles of depression/shame/PMO; it especially worried me that you mentioned life not worth living. I can feel you because I had similar, albeit fleeting thoughts recently.

    You've seen a therapist before, so I believe you just need to find the courage to admit your P addiction to them. It's nothing to be ashamed of, I'm sure they hear about it often, not to mention stuff that's much more fucked up. This is their job and they are there to help. I think the money thing is just your brain making excuses. Take a step back, think about this clearly.

    I admire your great PMO-free streak before, despite all the adversities. I'm completely confident you have the will to finally conquer this. You're a smart guy who's just caught up in some addictions and fears. Have hope in yourself.

    I wish you the best of luck. :)
     
  6. Sammy3000

    Sammy3000 We are no longer the hollow men

    This is good :)
     
  7. Gondapa

    Gondapa Member

    Had the first date OF MY LIFE today at 28 with a girl I met through online dating. Went ok but I'm not sure she will want to see me again but I don't mind seeing her - just for the sake of it...
     
  8. shitcompton

    shitcompton New Member

    Congrats!! ;) Hope it works out for you
     
  9. Sammy3000

    Sammy3000 We are no longer the hollow men

    Whoo!

    You go brother!

    Babysteps yeeeah :)
     
  10. Sammy3000

    Sammy3000 We are no longer the hollow men

    Fantasizing is never good mate.

    Go out on that second date! Go on a third! Fourth!
     
  11. Gondapa

    Gondapa Member

    Hello hows everyone doing here?
     
  12. Sammy3000

    Sammy3000 We are no longer the hollow men

    Good man. How about yourself?
     
  13. Gondapa

    Gondapa Member

    Same old. Relapse upon relapse but moods a bit better these days. Congrats on the good progress. Does this include sex or is it no sex at all?
     
  14. Sammy3000

    Sammy3000 We are no longer the hollow men

    Thank you man. Sorry to hear about your situation. I was having sex pretty regularly back in december but that's stopped. At this point it's my brain telling me: "Hey man we got so much shit to do. We don't want a session and we don't even have time for a session."
     
  15. Gondapa

    Gondapa Member

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjlSiASsUIs&feature=kp

    I think that's what we all need on this forum (and certainly me) 8)
     
  16. Gondapa

    Gondapa Member

    Massive boner under the desk at the office just now. Rarely have boners at the office.
    So I stood up and I nearly avoided a disaster as there was a tent under my pants :p
    Thankfully, I managed to push it back and run to a safe spot before anyone caught sight of me 8) ::) :p
     
  17. Gondapa

    Gondapa Member

    Is it bad to edge during a reboot? I seem to be unable to avoid edging (both to porn and to fantasies) especially in bed. I haven't ejaculated so far which is good but I was just wondering what you guys do when there is an irresistible urge to have a wank? :-X
     
  18. Gonnabeatthis

    Gonnabeatthis New Member

    You are here on the forum for over a year, I think you know what the answer is to wether edging is bad or not. Get it together man.

    What I do? I leave the room. If this doesn't help, I take a few deep breaths and get out of the zone.

    And if the urge is still there, I even leave the building and go out. Can't fap outside. Well, you can, but I wouldn't recommend it.
     
  19. Gondapa

    Gondapa Member


    Thanks most of my edging occurs in the middle of the night when I lose sleep because I'm
    Extremely horny and start to toss around in bed. I can't go for a cold shower at 2am! Any suggestions?
     
  20. Gondapa

    Gondapa Member

    I've been edging a lot today both to fantasy and to porn. I feel like a bum but thankfully I haven't mo or pmod.
    Life seems so difficult these days and I'm stressed out. :-[
     

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