If anything your reply amused me. Pretty unhealthy behaviour. Hehe I can't keep away from both MO and PMO at the same time. It's just not happening dude Girl - I keep seeing her at work and although I dont speak to her, my heart skips a beat when I see her walking by. God knows why. I feel emotional and sad but at the same time don't feel anything for anyone. As I've said above I've lost the will to live for a long time now and lost interest in pretty much anything. I am sad 90% of the time and see living as a burden.