In going through a major life change right now. I just turned 32, I will officially be divorced next Wednesday in large part due to me PMO I addiction, I just quit my job and I'm moving back to be near family in Boston, sold my house and I'm determined to never PMO ever again. I want my 32md birthday to mark my new life. This is a chance for a new start. The old me destroyed my marriage, my career, my happiness and all the hopes and dreams I had. The new me will have all the things I want, and PMO will be out of the picture. I've made it 2 weeks so far and it seems to get just a little easier with each day. I had a full month under my belt earlier and then relapsed for a couple weeks before getting clean again. I'm determined this time to stay free of P for life and I will do whatever it takes to get there. Thanks to everyone of you on this site for your support and inspiration- I'm going to need your help doing this but I know that it's going to come down to my own personal resolve to make it happen. To me, it's absolutely worth it.