Weekend I did end up talking with my wife a little more about why I was avoiding the show that she watched. It felt good to be more transparent about my motivation. We watched a movie together on Saturday night and it was interesting in that I was much more "touched" (emotional) towards certain scenes than I have been in the past. I feel like this is a good thing. Some time away from porn maybe is letting me experience things more fully. Of course there were some challenges as well. That same movie (which was family friendly/religious) also had a female character and for some reason it appeared like her nipples were visible through her shirts (conservative/button down). Perhaps because of this she also gave me a feeling like maybe I had seen someone who looked like her in porn. Also sex was a no go because my wife had evidently started her cycle earlier in the week.