I am starting a new thread as I have crossed over to the 40s group. Here's my old thread: https://yourbrainrebalanced.com/forum/index.php?threads/the-naked-truth.117008/ Still have issues with PMO. Lasting recovery remains challenging elusive. I would like to use this thread to gain some forward momentum of "clean" days. After using yesterday while I was alone in the house. I thought how about one of the aspects I dislike the most about PMO is that it can make me feel like a prisoner. I am left with the feeling that I have no choice and will "always" use when certain circumstances are present. I hope to be able to shrug off these handcuffs and remember that I "always have a choice" in the manner that I live my life.