I was with my GF, I really care about her and find her very attractive, been dating for about a month. I am kissing her and my dick is rock hard, she starts giving me head; still rock hard but by the time i went to put it in, it started going soft. Im on day 70 something, and i looked at porn 2 times in passing for about 3-5 minutes at short 5 sec gifs during my reboot. Needless to say it was one of the most humiliating, shameful experiences of my life, i was so pissed off at myself and disappointed, i wanted to punch myself repeatedly. My GF blames herself and i know that no matter what i said its a bad situation for both of us now. My gut feeling is to break up with her and just stay single for a while until my reboot is complete but on the other hand I really do care alot about her, i just feel like i won't ever be able really forget this episode while im with her. Any advice, opinions, tips, whatever i would greatly appreciate.