ROAD TO MANHOOD - THE MANLY MAN'S RECOVERY JOURNEY https://soundcloud.com/t-mea-cs-rg/10-the-last-samurai-the-way-of Welcome fellow NoFappers to my Hero's Journey. After 5 years flirting with insanity, enervation, and madness, the time has come for me to take the leap towards salvation. My life is utterly chaotic. Family members won't give me a damn for me. I have lost my reputation among friends and neighbours. They call me a home-brooder. Loneliness and malaise pervades me. This was not what I envisioned of my future as a boy. I had not done a single brave or noble act in my life. I have no memories of my past 5 years that I cherish, but only that gives me resentment and cringes. What I started doing at the age of 14, thinking PMO was no big deal and it is a gift and it won't affect my life, reaped desolation and many unnecessary suffering in my life. I find no joy in anything. I have no force, no confidence, no presence. I strongly believe that this journey, successfully undertaken, will result in bringing back Order in my life, remove unnecessary suffering, instill joy, make me a man, and live a meaningful life. Hereby, on 24th of August,2019, I undertake this phoenix-esque journey towards salvation.