The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 20+ girls

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by Journey to Freedom, Mar 18, 2012.

  1. JDoe

    JDoe No amount of pixels is ever gonna love you back...

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [274+ days]

    I hear ya mate. But I promise you - that thing that looks like a void to you right now is just a whole universe of wonderful possibilities, just waiting for you to discover...
    You have all that ahead of you. Don't forget! ;)
     
  2. Journey to Freedom

    Journey to Freedom Vincere est Vivere

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [274+ days]

    February 14, 2013 - 277 Days

    Woke up with the hardest erection this morning.

    "Wood" isn't a sufficient comparison, it felt like a piece of steel 8)
     
  3. grzeg12

    grzeg12 New Member

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [274+ days]

    really good.
    After what time when you started reboot your morning wood appear ?
     
  4. Journey to Freedom

    Journey to Freedom Vincere est Vivere

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [274+ days]

    I have to say it's been somewhat sporadic, but consistent morning wood has only began appearing within about the last 2 months.
     
  5. Journey to Freedom

    Journey to Freedom Vincere est Vivere

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [281+ days]

    February 18, 2013 - 281 Days
     
  6. fugu

    fugu "You know, feelin' good, livin' betta." :) Staff Member

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [281+ days]

    Hey question for you! This might be a difficult one for you to answer, but when you thought you were recovered could you describe what your libido was like? Erections in interactions with women? Did you have a drive for them that was completely different from when you started? Thanks man for any answers!
     
  7. Barneybarn

    Barneybarn Reboot and rewire!

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [282+ days]

    Congrats on 9 months.
     
  8. Journey to Freedom

    Journey to Freedom Vincere est Vivere

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [282+ days]

    February 23, 2013 - 286 Days
     
  9. Journey to Freedom

    Journey to Freedom Vincere est Vivere

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [282+ days]

    Thanks man!

    Can't wait to get to an even 300 in just two short weeks.

    Then I'll feel every more powerful and accomplished than I already do.

    Just like the title of Underdog's journal, "300 days - Go Hard or Go Home"
     
  10. Journey to Freedom

    Journey to Freedom Vincere est Vivere

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [281+ days]

    Unlike most other people on this forum, my porn addiction never actually decreased my desire for sex. I always had a hunger for it, and would experience strong feelings of lust and sexual attraction whenever I would see an attractive girl out in public.

    Hence, I don't think my porn addiction lower my libido, if anything, I was horny all day, thinking about nothing other than sex.

    Porn did however affect my ability to have penetrative sex. When I did get into situations where I got naked with a girl, I would get hard, but would lose erection strength the moment I started to put on a condom. I began to detest condoms and would blame them for my sexual failures. This familiar pattern soon developed - I was rock hard during foreplay, but the moment I started putting on a condom, I began losing erection strength and became soft. Very rarely would I get hard again, and when I did, it was usually not long enough to keep fucking.

    After successfully rebooting, I never have that problem. I get fully rock hard, and putting on a condom does nothing to decrease my erection strength. I can have sex for hours and an unlimited amount of time. The most times I had consecutive sex was about 8 times in the course of the day, and only stopped because I ran out of condoms.

    Less than a year ago, I never would have dreamed that I'd be fucking so many times a day, and would run out of condoms.

    I also never thought that I'd be fucking for more than 10-15 minutes at a time - My record thus far has been a little over 2 hours.
     
  11. Journey to Freedom

    Journey to Freedom Vincere est Vivere

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [293+ days]

    March 2, 2013 - 293 Days

    I feel absolutely amazing today.

    Overcome with absolute joy.

    I'm feeling tremendous pleasure from the most basic of activities - spending time with my family, eating a delicious home-cooked meal, playing with my younger siblings.

    Just the simple joys of laughing give me a tremendous energy boost.

    I am walking with a new bounce to my step.

    I feel absolutely elated,

    Believe it or not, I'm walking on air :D

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B4JCehDOy54
     
  12. JDoe

    JDoe No amount of pixels is ever gonna love you back...

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [293+ days]

    Oh I believe it brother...I believe it. Because I know. :)

    Beautiful to read man.
    I celebrate your success, and my own.
    Onward and upward. 8)
     
  13. Journey to Freedom

    Journey to Freedom Vincere est Vivere

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [293+ days]

    Thank you JDoe! my brother from another mother

    You, probably more than anyone, has been the most encouraging in providing consistent support to me in this journal.

    Your tidbits of wisdom such as "no amount of pixels will ever love you back" are priceless as well.

    Thanks a lot my man, you have grown tremendously as well, and are amongst the most successful rebooters in the history of this forum.

    I listened to your interview with Gary this past week and a few things stuck out to me.

    You mentioned that your journey would have been much harder had you been a virgin with absolutely zero sexual experience prior to your porn addicition...

    Well, to everyone else who listened to that wonderful interview, I have to say...

    I was that virgin. I became addicted to internet porn from around 13. This nightmarish addiction plagued my entire life all through high school, and the first few years of university.

    I struggled through the entirety of my teen years with crippling social anxiety, timidness, depression, lethargy, and any other mind-debilitating affliction you can think of.

    I have always been a overwhelmingly positive and happy individual, even during the darkest phases of my addiction-afflicted life. Yet, I had this crippling fear of everything, turning me into a coward, making me turn away from women.

    I had no idea where my anxiety and depression where coming from, so I self-medicated with more and more porn, not knowing that I was only making my mental state worse and worse, by pumping myself more and more with the drug that was causing the issue in the first place.

    Having absolutely ZERO sexual experience didn't help either.

    Yet, once I figured out what the problem was I was determined to kill the disease that had taken so many precious years and moments away from my life.

    I was determined with vengeance, I knew that this was the biggest obstacle that I had ever face in my entire life, and once I had finally conquered it, I would become a new man.

    It worked. I went on sexual rampage. In a matter of 7-8 months, I had gone from being a complete virgin to having sex with 12 different girls!

    So, I must tell my loyal readers who have been following my journey from the very first post...

    That I was battling this addiction from one of the worst circumstances imaginable - ZERO sexual experience with real women, all of my sexual experience was tied to my pornographic fantasy...

    And yet, with these seemingly insurmountable circumstances, I came out on top.

    Everything is possible my brothers.

    The only thing standing in your way is yourself.

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  14. Tommypet

    Tommypet New Member

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [293+ days]

    Congratulations on your progress, it is really inspiring to hear your story and how well this has worked for you!

    I just wanted to ask, during these near 300 days did you MO at all, and if so how did it affect you. I've heard a lot of people PE the first time they get to a situation with a woman during/after their reboot from what I can only imagine is from over-sexual excitement. Would MO just by touch not be beneficial to avoid this during a reboot?

    Your input and thoughts would be much appreciated :)
     
  15. JDoe

    JDoe No amount of pixels is ever gonna love you back...

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [293+ days]

    BOOM!
    Solid. Fucking. Gold. 8)
    Amen my brother!
     
  16. tenpagocha

    tenpagocha Destroy comfort zone, your not your fucking khakis

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [293+ days]

    Journey To Freedom:

    In which country and city do you live?

    What do you study?

    It's really amazing and thrilling to read all of this :)
     
  17. fugu

    fugu "You know, feelin' good, livin' betta." :) Staff Member

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [293+ days]

    Hey Journey! Have you ever written a success story on this forum? If so, could you point me in the right direction? :)
     
  18. tenpagocha

    tenpagocha Destroy comfort zone, your not your fucking khakis

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [293+ days]

    And also are u asian?
     
  19. InsideOut

    InsideOut Guest

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [293+ days]

    At first, don't jack off and fix what's broken :)
     
  20. fugu

    fugu "You know, feelin' good, livin' betta." :) Staff Member

    Re: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell - lost virginity, fucked 12 girls - [293+ days]

    ;)
     

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