Hello to everyone. New guy here, but it will be my fourth serious try if I remember correctly (hope my brain was not messed up that much，I spent the past six months living in an erotic fog). I got my first computer when I was thirteen, and you know what happened after that. About three years ago, I stumbled upon YBOP and started to try seriously to quit. I became a loner during puberty and didn't even talk to people online(pretty sure because of porn), so I kept my previous attempts to myself. It's day 5 today and I just went through a really overwhelming urge(a simple word in a book did that to me), so I decide to start this journal to help me make it to the end. I know it will be painful but hope it will be a long one.