The Greatest Battles Are Fought Within: Road to Redemption

Discussion in 'Ages 25-29' started by Pedigree, Jun 28, 2012.

  1. Pedigree

    Pedigree Active Member

    I got bedridden with flu symptoms today so I took the day off. My girlfriend, being someone who's training to be a doctor decides to give me a visit. She gave me a whole heap of medicines to get me to feel better and she even cooked for me.

    But because she's in my bedroom, I had to take a shot at her. 8) Heavily made out with her.

    Trigger:
    It's true what they say about ears and neck being hotspots, she bloody turned into jello when I attacked those areas. Actually got down and gave her oral through her panties. Fingered her for a bit and dryhumped for a while, too.

    She made some noise too, so that was good.

    That said, I didn't push beyond what she was comfortable with. Despite being my age and despite training in medicine where she would know what the bodyparts do, she herself has never MOed. So me giving her oral and fingering is the first time she's having her body explored.

    She then got me off with her hands again though she threw a bit of oral in there as well. I came earlier with her this time than last week. Probably because I'm on 5 days no MO rather than 3.
    Trigger end

    During these occasions, I feel that whatever eroticism there was, it took a back seat to how I felt for her. I just felt really close with her and that was turning me on. Definitely glad that the sexual experiences I'm having now, I'm having it with someone I care about. I would be so underwhelmed if it was just with someone I randomly hooked up with.

    I feel that there's too much glorification of sex now that I'm experiencing these things myself. I always expect fireworks to go off, rainbows over my head, and world peace to be signed the day a woman touches me. But that's not the case. I can only imagine how things would feel/not feel if I hadn't gone on the reboot.

    Going to continue on no MO when I'm not with her. I still don't feel as sensitive as I would like when she touches me.
     
  2. gameover

    gameover Age: 26

    Thats brilliant man. Sounds like your really bonding well with her.
     
  3. Pedigree

    Pedigree Active Member

    Oh dear God. Got a date with her tomorrow....

    ...at her apartment.

    She's going to cook lunch, I'm going to cook dinner....

    ...at her apartment.

    All that time between lunch and dinner to ourselves....

    ...at her apartment.

    I'm going to buy a condom with my cooking ingredients tomorrow just in case.

    This is a last minute change, man. I was supposed to go to a book fair tomorrow with her but I managed to get her to change her mind.
     
  4. tsmith1302

    tsmith1302 Active Member

    Good luck man....

    ...at her apartment.
     
  5. Stopper

    Stopper IT'S OVER!!!

    Very interesting journal. Good job bro!
     
  6. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    Pedigree gonna get laid...

    ...at her apartment.
     
  7. gameover

    gameover Age: 26

    I would buy more than one condom cause you will need them...

    ...at her apartment



















































































    ... at her apartment
     
  8. Stopper

    Stopper IT'S OVER!!!

    You said ... at her apartment twice :-* ^
     
  9. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    LOL I just texted tsmith, "...at her apartment"

    That's all I said

    I knew this would become a thing between us. Here comes the next insider guys....
     
  10. Chammorrow

    Chammorrow Member

    That's awesome man, though I enjoy dates where you go places, sometimes relaxing and eating dinner together is an even better way to get in touch and get to know each other better.

    Keep us updated man, and good luck..
    ...

    ...and don't forget to have fun......
    sigh....


    .....at her apartment..
     
  11. Pedigree

    Pedigree Active Member

    Not a Star Trek fan but this seems appropriate.

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    Details to come later.
     
  12. Pedigree

    Pedigree Active Member

    The short response: I lost my v-card.

    The long response:

    Trigger:
    Everything was actually delayed by some 36 hours. Woke up with a cold two days ago so had to take the rest at home and most of the rest of yesterday. I felt better by the time I went to her apartment yesterday for dinner only

    Bloody difficult to cook with her squeezing my cock through my jeans. Even more difficult eating a meal with her wearing only a short bathrobe knowing that she's got some lingerie underneath that.

    But that's okay, I had my way with her after dinner. Went down on her then made her cum with missionary. She was so turned on I pretty much slipped in. Then she went down on me but she finished me off with a hand job. I like her hand jobs. Probably because she's switching between sucking on my nipple and nibbling on my ear when she's giving it. Had the best orgasm of my life at this point, ladies and gentlemen.

    Pillow talk and then it's time for round two. I can't say much about round two except for the fact that her facial expressions as she was riding me and then cumming above me is more erotic than any porn movie I've ever watched, I've watched more than a fair few. Then she gave me another hand job for good measure.

    Trigger End:

    As with past occasions when things became hot and heavy with her, things started off with me thinking "I'm horny" and "This is hot" but it always ends with me feeling "Wow, I've got feelings for this girl" in the afterglow of an orgasm. I know now why you always end up feeling so miserable and empty after a PMO session because you are missing that "I have feelings for another person". The flipside of that is that because you know that empty feeling so well, actually having a girl sleeping in your arms after you have sex with her feels like the best thing in the world.

    My boner was great, definitely a 10/10 on the boner scale. Only time the boner went down was during the moments when I was breaking/broke through her hymen and she was in a bit of pain (Not the only one to lose my v-card today). Sensitivity is good but not great. I don't know if that's from MOing or from a "People are really making too big of a deal of the pleasure they feel from sex."

    Took me 16 months to get to this point. Have made more progress in the last 16 months then in the 4 years that the PMO got worse. And this isn't just progress in quitting porn but also in other fields of life.

    This is how I feel:
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  13. CidGuerreiro

    CidGuerreiro Well-Known Member

    Lovely things happening









    ... at her apartment.
     
  14. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lQlIhraqL7o&list=PL57ADDF83E2027A16

    ...at her apartment
     
  15. CidGuerreiro

    CidGuerreiro Well-Known Member

    YOUFUCKINRIPOFFHOWYOUCOULDDOTHISTOME
     
  16. CidGuerreiro

    CidGuerreiro Well-Known Member

    I'll never forgive you J.P








    ... at her apartment.
     
  17. gameover

    gameover Age: 26

    Sounds awesome man, very happy for you.
     
  18. Pedigree

    Pedigree Active Member

    MOed. My dirty talk to her over the phone this morning backfired because I can actually imagine clearly what I want am going to do to her ;D...

    ...at her apartment, of course.
     
  19. tsmith1302

    tsmith1302 Active Member

    Congratulations on waving goodbye to your v-card!!! You are really on a roll.

    Any inclination to leave the forum soon? Or take a hiatus at least? Seems like porn is in your rear view mirror right now :)
     
  20. superduper

    superduper break the chains of porn

    congrats dude. good story.
     

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