It is interesting that word 'powerless', I did relate with it, but I believe I dealt with it in a very Gandhi-like way, non-violent resistance. Strangely Gilga, it played out much smoothly and favourably than I could ever have imagined. I believe it is a case of energy redirection and I'm slowly gathering good vibrations as the fog lifts. You've been using psychocybernetics brilliantly, it makes so much sense what you write. We've seen how its just our fantasies (aka imagination) that makes porn alluring and an inevitability. If we redirect that same intensity and energy, we can make good situations an inevitability. You're doing great Gilga. Frankly, I can not wait to see your reports.