I cannot begin to express how relieved I am that I have found this website and forum. I suppose many out there are experiencing the same thing as well. Anyway, I am 29 and I have been masturbating for quite a long time now, since I was 14 or so. So for more than half of my life. I've been using porn for a long time as well. At first, I was using the computer to find pictures, then it became movies, then longer movies. I also use my computer to indulge in chats with partners, sometimes using my camera, sometimes using my microphone. Anything is good so long as I get in the zone. I should mention that I am gay and I used porn and my computer a lot because I wasn't out and comfortable with my sexuality. I now have a boyfriend and to say that the sex is not satisfactory would be an understatement. I am completely unable to hold an erection, my penis becomes flaccid rapidly. It's very embarrassing. For the longest time, I thought the problem was linked to a lack of self-confidence or experience or psychological entirely. In the meantime, I have the best erections when I chat to people about very extreme topics that do not ressemble me one bit. Anyhow, I've thrown my porn in the trash, I've deleted the web browser I use for porn and thrown away the IM softwares I use. I will not lie, I still have one of the softwares laying around because I have two accounts on it. I need to delete the porn one, I just want to see if I am strong enough not to use it. I need to find an activity now. I should mention that I am battling depression too and am looking for a job. Needless to say I have a lot of time on my hands and always find ways and moments to masturbate. It's not going to be an easy road. Let's do this! Day 0: I won't count it since I've discovered the site and watched the videos in the evening. I also jacked off today once. Ergh. Day 1 : I woke up and I didn't turn the computer up. I showered instead of partaking in porn. I feel that I have more free time than I used to have before. I might be a little too euphoric and overly enthusiastic. But for now, I am taking this as a good sign. I remembered today that I needed to erase the phone number of a sex hotline I had been using over the past month. I am keeping the calling log though so I can realize how much I have used it. OK, it's just half the day but I am showered which usually never happened before later in the afternoon.