So i am 23 turning 24 in January and probably from the age 13 is when i started watching porn. I would have never thought it would cause some of the issues i experienced. I didn’t have my first sexual well (almost sex ) experience until 20 i met an older woman online (40s) and i figured wow my lucky day. We got a room and basically i would get hard when she sucked it but as soon as tried to enter her bam gone. Very embarrassing she didn’t seem mad she just finished it with her mouth and that was the end of that. So i said to myself oh i was just nervous and she wasn’t that attractive no problem next time i have sex I’ll be good. Fast forward to thanksgiving -Christmas season of 2016 i met a girl took her out, kissed her on the first date etc etc everything was going great we went on a few dates and then eventually she wanted to come over and “watch Netflix”. She was a beautiful girl we teased each other for a bit got to it and what do you know when was time to do the deed we flopped. Embarrassing i really liked her and i didn’t want her to think i wasn’t attracted to her we tried for awhile . I knew this was gonna change everything but we tried again the next few days and eventually she couldn’t do it and we went our ways i don’t blame her. But after that experience my confidence, self esteem and even desire to get to know or let another woman in has disappeared and it’s sad and I’m done with the negativity. I couldn’t sleep so i figured i share, any tips or advice would be greatly appreciated, especially with sharing what you’re going through with a partner .